Fire

Thursday, September 23, 2004

In Some thing like English:

I have to break free
I really have too
I have to find myself.
Seems I lost it some where,

I’ve always thought If I can get over myself, If I can lose myself, If I can forget “me” then…..
I’ve never thought I would miss myself.

I don’t even want to read his love letters (if he send any!) I don’t want him to make me happy. It’s good if he can help me though it. But I don’t want his worlds be my source of happiness.
Maybe khooshi zade zeere delam…
Nothing last forever.

Maybe I’m afraid of some thing that has not happened yet.
Maybe I have fear of commitment.

What ever It is I know I have to know myself first, To be in peace…
Its always good to get a help, get a direction, have a firend who can walk with you at the unknown path.
But Seems I can’t accept anyone give me his OWN direction. Regardless How much I believe he is right.
......

If I know the right path, so why some times I didn’t walk? Why I stopped in the last 10 years?Although each times some one came across to whisper in my ears :
" lets walk again."
And I walked a few steppes.

I know I’m such a lucky girl, I always get help regardless If I need it or not.

I need silence.
And peace.
And I know I can’t get it from any one else, but just me. Or maybe I don’t want to get it from anybody else.
I can only accept hints.

I know time won’t stop for me.
I know people won’t wait for me in the race.
I know if some one is so nice to teach me how to jump I have to appreciate it. I can
‘t say “ I want to practice my “laylay”

maybe I have to be awake, and try to sort things out….

Badjoori delam aramesh mekhad…

Posted by: paniali / 9/23/2004 09:36:00 p.m.

Comments-[ comments.]

Comments:

On : 9/24/2004 2:36:25 AM Ameer Hossein (www) said:

chi shode? fekreto azad kon, delet aroom mishe.

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On : 9/24/2004 1:04:49 PM Mr. M. (www) said:

Bya khodam massaget bedam khoshgele

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On : 9/24/2004 9:57:03 PM Mehran J. A. (www) said:

salam amo.... montahi shodeh be shekl paziri va shekl dehi, ye rabeteh moteghabel!....bedeh va bestan

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On : 9/25/2004 11:29:39 AM daria (www) said:

aatash joonam,

gadreh lahzeha ro bedoon.

ba negarani baraye ayandeh va analyze kardaneh masael, lahzehaye ziba ro az dast nadeh.

who cares what comes next. who cares if ur heart breaks or his heart breaks or u guys never get to commit. or u break up or get married or what eveeeeeeeer......

don't think about that......

just feel happy in the moment. fcuk the past and fcuk the future, JUST live in the MOMENT!

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On : 9/25/2004 11:33:46 AM daria (www) said:

alan didam balaye webloget neveshteh:

alla ey dolati taleh ke gadreh vagt midanii

govara badat in eshrat ke dari roozehgari khosh

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On : 10/8/2004 7:07:14 PM Ameer Hossein (www) said:

baba khaili nisti, biya dige baba...

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On : 10/17/2004 2:14:46 PM Asemoon (www) said:

harfe dele mano zadi azizam

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